caelyx

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training yourself by caelyx, literature

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training yourself

Tired and fuzzy, barely awake, he steps from the cold wind of the platform into the train. Looking around, he settles on a broad space between two passengers, one white-haired and absorbed in his morning paper. In sitting he relaxes into the seat, letting it consume him completely. With wandering eyes, he watches. Everyone tries so hard to be alone: trying to read through barely veiled disinterest, eyes closed in feigned rest, watching space, or staring through tired faces to watch the world flow past static panes of glass with twitching eyes. Reaching down, he unclips part of the backpack, and gingerly retrieves the letter. With its red and

meeting by caelyx, literature

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meeting

Conversations of scattered reality and imagined dreams floating around the room, as the mental conch is passed around the room. Focus wanders the perimeter of the table as each melee is joined and fought bitterly, the victors dragging their heels away bleeding. A whiteboard propped up against a wall, showing off information like a fashion model. Project plans, documents and presentations come and go; information sprayed and dripping down faces unabsorbed. Black sigils on brilliant white hint at meaning, evading understading. A fan behind the silver projector sprays warm light and hot air. Brilliant yellow blurs into magenta and rich blues,

point: leaving by caelyx, literature

Endings by caelyx, literature

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Endings

Run, flee, hide from them; Escape into my mind. Hide there among flowers, and wishes resigned. Entropy crashes into view, flashing pure power of will and action evaporates - I cannot be but still. Advancing, into her eyes. "I'm here for you, my dear. He wants you gone, I only exist because it's clear." "You torment him truly by day and by night. Here you remain, not loving but through your might." "Tell him," she shouts, "it's completely untrue." But lies evade my lips, so it's nothing, I do. "You are a memory, my girl." (his voice like gravel) "Time to evaporate." (finality, bang of gavel). "But you love me!" Her hea

Asleep on the grass by caelyx, literature

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Asleep on the grass

Slowly, carefully darkness gives way. Eyes opening, fearful of light. Starting black, sliding through richest to palest blue the sky comes into view. Clouds dial into focus, seperating out of the sky; a delicate, fibrous texture. Eyes widen, a fringe appears green leaves oppose beige bricks, a copper sundial. With the verification of the ongoing world, Eyes close, sleep returns.

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glow, child, glow by discontentbeauty, literature

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glow, child, glow

I want to ask how you are and know what you've felt To see you smile, Hear your words would wake my soul, and dissolve all I've been into some profound liquid mess I'm dead here, Life is only air Breathe in - breathe out Assert once more and Twinkle out of time Naturally - another stunning performance. Yet, my foundation is crumbling, this isn't what I thought Internally, I bleed for you Searing pain shoots through my veins and I tumble down, down down so deep – I no longer feel me Tears that weren't, tears that couldn't be, finally formulate and linger steadily … I'm forced to grip the edge of the past Ye

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Australia
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Sydney
Favourite genre of music: Anythang but Hip Hop, R&B & Urban. :)
Operating System: OSX, Linux, *
MP3 player of choice: something portable
Shell of choice: `/usr/bin/env zsh`
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Skin of choice: Hers
Favourite cartoon character: Gir
Personal Quote: "Ich werde dich ewig Lieben"

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Brooke Fraser (today)

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Blake or Cummings

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Moleskine, Rotring Xonox, Staedtler Pigment Liner, Cross Selectip

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caelyx

Nov 14, 2005

Never read old notebooks

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Reading old notebooks is a dangerous dangerous pastime. You'll stumble upon great joy, and great sadness. Today's example: It's days like these and nights like this make us hate love and doubt in bliss. I don't know when that was, or what triggered it, but it tore a hole right through my chest. Still viscerally real after so long. Anyway, now that I've finished university (I hope :) ), things should return to normal around here. Hopefully, my free-er time will allow me to start posting goodness here again. Response to being tagged by tenenbaum (https://www.deviantart.com/tenenbaum) (http://tenenbaum.deviantart.com/journal/7002557/) to appear soon.

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caelyx

Jul 10, 2005

Still not dead

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I really haven't been around, have I?  Well, occasionally checking in to clear out some of my deviantwatch doesn't exactly count does it. I've been at work/uni for about 40 hrs a week, plus all the extra stuff you have to do behind the scenes to pass all those subjects. :( The good news is that I'm finishing this (semi-paid "Industrial Training") job off, and actually starting my new super-awesome job-of-doom in about two weeks. Shout hooray! The new job is only part time while I finish off my university (which is mostly just writing a thesis anyway), so I'll hopefully have some me-time again. But yeah, I should be around a bit more. With

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caelyx

Oct 24, 2004

So yeah, hi.

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So, uhm, hi. I've been absent from DA for a while, distracted by work, uni and, well, life. So, sorry to the people whom I owe comments. I'll catch up to some of them... In EXCITING news, there's a bird's next about 2 metres from my window. About a week and a half ago, two eggs hatched into these cute little baby birds! :) If I look off to the side of my monitor I can see them, little heads poking above the edge of the nest. Every now and then, Mr. Bird or Mrs. Bird returns to feed them a nice juicy worm or something. It's so damn cute. But yes, I'm back-ish.